There Is Fire Blazing Inside Of Me

There has NEVER felt so much passion before...IN MY LIFE. 

I catch myself staring at you when you're not even looking at me. 

I catch myself staring even when you are looking at me. Looking into your eyes, reading you...feeling you burn my skin with those forever deep eyes. 

I can NOT imagine being without you...Not having you...You came at the most perfect time...

And like you said...Our connection is without a doubt strong. Bonding. Ever lasting. 

I feel as if you and I have been standing at each others sides for a lifetime...and you have only known me for less then 2 months. I feel as if I ask you something...I would know the answer even before my question has left my lips. As if you are inside of me...grasping my heart...reading my thoughts...preying on my soul..

But you can't prey upon something that belongs to you. 

When I close my eyes...I see things that dance in my memory...And I haven't said anything to you about it, because then, you may think i am strange...I see our entire life flash behind my eye lids. Moving into our first apartment together... I see the day we bind ourselves to each other. I see buying our first house and running through the empty rooms, hand in hand, laughing...I see our first child being born and placed into your arms as tears are streaming down your cheeks as you cry your happiness...I see us cutting the ribbon on our restaurant together...  I see us watching our children grow, learn and then leave us...and sitting side by side on a porch swing as we retell our stories from our wonderful, beautiful and perfect life.

I want to stay with you forever. I feel so sure about this. So 100% sure. No doubts. No second guessing. 

I guess all i need to know is....Will you, my darling, make me your wife? 

Make me proud to call myself yours. To share your every need, desire, regret and sorrow with me. To stand by me, through dark times and walk hand in hand through the light. To kiss every ache, soothe every pain and wipe away every tear. 

I love you...with every breath I have...with everything I have to offer. 

I can not wait...

Baring everything, 

-J.C.